TidesYou were like the tide
I never knew how long you'd stay
Being in your depths was splendid
But when you left I realized
That it's beautiful when you're gone, too
Your absence opened my eyes
To so many wonderful things
I would never have noticed
With you here
I was to busy adoring you
To cherish what I have without you
And it was not my loss
It was yours
And you were just too blind and shallow
To see that
I will not let you pull me back into the sea
Because I have lived
Through too many storms
To drown in calm waters
Autumn WeatherLately I've been cold.
Not cold from the crisp autumn weather,
That could never compare to the coldness of your presence leaving me.
And you have left me far behind.
I crave your touch like I crave the sun on the coldest winter night.
But the leaves turn red and fall to the ground,
And you still do not come back.
It remains just sleepless nights without you.
But it's been five months,
And you have moved on.
You have found someone to love and hold close,
Their beauty leaving you speechless.
But you dont don't seem to care that I am still here,
And I still love you.
It's winter now,
And I'm back at my old habits again.
Gasping at the feet of death,
50 tons on my shoulders and six feet under.
But you are too late to save me.
Free from these chainsPaint me skies of grey
And watch me fade away
At the sound of your name
Once so close
But now so far
I wish you goodluck
As we fall apart
This would never had worked
As everything good never lasts
All things come to an end
destroyed and broken
Holding on to who I was
And who I'll become
Looking back I think I'll get better
Without being as fragile as a feather
Don't come back like you have
You're far gone so don't regret
I'll be fine and move on
Let me be free from these chains
That hold me to caring for you
Let me take away this anchor
that drowns me in sorrow